4.10.2005

冷言山語

...or when you wake up, your ribs are bruised thinking so hard on somebody...

...i lost your mum after 22 months of marriage, that was enough to fill a life...

...i'm still waiting, as i promised i would. but i find myself alone and at the end of my wits too embarrass to keep taking from those who can least afford to give. my last thread of courage now is to put my faith in you and to believe i'll see you again. so now i say to you, plain as i can. if you are fighting, stop fighting. if you are marching, stop marching. come back to me. come back to me is my request...

...yesterday, i saw you walking back to me. or thought i did. after so long, i know i must learn to survive on my own and accept you will not return and yet i cannot. i cannot...

...i love you darling. in case that big old sky falls on our heads...i love u.

...my love, where are you. with no hope of reaching you i write to you, as i always do. as i have always done...

...what we have lost will never be returned to us. the land will not heal, too much blood. the heart will not heal. all we can do is make peace with the past. and try to learn from it...

...there are days now that i manage not to think of you, when the needs of the (farm) call with more urgency than my heart...

...this time of year there is so much life everywhere, i find you in all of it. as if you were still walking home to me.


剛看過cold mountain,很好看,有我喜歡的jude,nicole和 renee。

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