heaven knows

he's always on my mind. from the time i wake up, till i close my eyes. he's everywhere i go. he's all i know. and though he's so far away, it just keeps getting stronger everyday. and even now he's gone. i'm still holding on. so tell me, where do i start? 'coz it's breakin' my heart. don't wanna let him go...maybe my love will come back someday. only heaven knows. and maybe our hearts will find a way. but only heaven knows. and all i can do is hope & pray. 'coz heaven knows. my friends keep telling me, that if you really love him, you've gotta set him free. and if he returns in time. i'll know he's mine. but tell me, where do i start? 'coz it's breakin' my heart. don't wanna let him go...'coz heaven knows. why i live in despair? 'coz wide awake or dreamin', i know he's never there. and all the time i act so brave, i'm shakin' inside. why does it hurt me so? heaven knows... heaven knows.